i am not worthy to having anyone, i am not wanted by anything or anyone, i am alone.. people treat me like shit.. people take what they want from me and go. "sorry i gotta go" "sorry i gotta meet someone" but it all boils down to the fact that people are leaving, and not returning. so i sit here alone, one single stray emotion, on this lonely night opens the flood gates as this tital wave of pleading tears flow from these orbs.. inevitable silence rings off this solitary walls.. the gentle whisper of tears hitting the floor beneath me is the only sound, except for the ringing of your voice in my head which is my only comfort, and my biggest fear.. watching all the happy moments abandon me like every human has done. no one wants me in their life.. they don't care for or about me. i am not wanted.. i am not needed.. i am used i am lied to.. and i am hated, most of all.. i am alone!
i am not pretty.. i am not happy.. i am cruel.. i am lost and cold..forsaken by all people shit.. i am a piece of worthless shit.. no one wants or needs to be with or around me in their life for i don't provide enough.. i am not a good friend.. i am not a good person.. and i am not a good human.. i am a moron.. i am a child.. i am lost and tired.. i am drained and abandoned.. i am not anyone's dream, fantasy,life or lover.. i would not make a good spouce.. i would not make a good friend.. i am sincere..
about who the fuck I am
- Legi Giovedi Widiansyah
- Basically I'm an easy-going and upbringing person, But many people said that I'm a bit selfish, sensitive, and the paranoid one. But that only occurred in certain situation. I would really piss off when everything doesn't run as planned. I'm fun, friendly, but easily offended. So don't FUCK with me!!!